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Rosary of Teeth
03:47
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I died with the patient ones
I basked in the silence
I died without making a difference
Swallowed by the tide
Press the barrel to my head
Unlock the safety and ask the question
“how important is your life to you, if you’re too afraid to live it?”
Beg, pray, plead
No one’s listening
I stared at myself in the waves
Waiting for god to answer
I stared at my muddled reflection
And saw a hollow man
No deity showed
No more belief in the above and below
I grind my teeth down to the root
As I await the end
Beg, pray, plead
No one’s listening
I lost my voice
Screaming in vain
The chamber clicks
And no one cares
I died with the patient ones
I basked in the silence
I died without making a difference
Swallowed by the tide
Blood leaves
and bevels up from the cracks
Life slips and atrophies
Nothing left but a husk of what i used to be
Blood pours
The world
turns without remorse
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Blossoming Wound
03:39
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A halo of filth
Forms around your head
One final glimpse in the mirror
One last collapse on the concrete floor
Calls missed
Rid yourself from the world
“I cannot exist”
Shallow breaths drone on
The final bridge has been burned
Sprawled out with the rats
The cold moon overhead lulls you in
The light paints your face
Pale and colorless as the final fix seeps in
It’s what you’ve missed
A sharp tongue now dulled
Stripped of all identity
Another body, another statistic
Bound to sterile machines
The poison and virus within
Bloom like a lotus
Of calloused skin
Take the virus before it takes you
You lie lifeless in the womb
So plush
Return to dust
Nine lives spent
Succumbed to agony
“I cannot exist”
What’s left of a heart charred black?
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Void Dream
03:40
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Tank starved
And I’m left unnoticed
My spirit is waning
Everyday feels like I’m sinking
Deeper and deeper anxiety pulls at me
I cant find a way to dismantle this sickening spiral
that plagues my dreams and keeps me awake.
From under the rust, from the crawl spaces in my mind.
I’ve let these thoughts fester and spread like a blight.
Night after night
The void swells
Gravity presses down, paralyzed i wait...
Gutted from the inside
Wasted promise
a life undefined.
Self destruction
And fear intertwine
A slow dark panic
The spiral’s design
Gutted from the inside
There’s no place hide
... lying silent, enter darkness.
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Feralmind
04:31
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I’ve become everything I’ve ever hated.
A stranger draped in my own skin
The vices pry and burrow inside
Asphyxiate
Everything changes and everything grows.
Everything moves on and turns to smoke.
Still blinded by my past mistakes
Numb the pain and wash away
I lost myself, in an opaque haze
new hurt, new flesh, new sex
A thirst that is never quenched
the rope tightens ‘round my neck
Eyes close
A vile nature that can never be tamed
There is no hope for me
Croon through the wall
Splashes of light
Take me where I don't belong
Confined by a feral mind
A voyeur to my decay
Confined by a feral mind
Morality displaced
My eyes roll to the back of my head. My spine splinters and breaks. Thoughts pass like fingers through tall grass and i cant escape this Place — your head against my chest where my heart once struck.
Colors flash in and out of frame
No fulfillment for a wretch like me
I continue to retract from life
Stricken with the shame
I cant separate the I from the actual me
Eyes close... reflect... ignore the voices... deflect
I stare and no one stares back
I stare
A failed artist, a failed son, a failed lover, a fucking drunk.
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